August Fresnel is uncomfortable talking about emself in third person in this context and ey are now going to stop.
I tried to be a physicist once (well, continuously for a period of at least 10 years, but that’s how we say it, right?). I was also in a cult for a bit, but only as an accident of birth, I think? I am very weird and I can’t tell you if it’s because of habits that formed awkwardly around trying to not appear autistic or around trying to pretend I was a man. Knowing which it is for certain is a Sisyphean task that I have abandoned for my own mental health.